swearing day!!
Friday, December 12, 2008
hey peeps... if u guys noe me, u shld noe tat i dun like to swear at ppl and hear ppl swearing but im going to todae bcoz of my stupid mistake... todae was my last exam and it was business calculus.. maths! i love maths n i dunno y!! aniwae, i kinda freaking screw up my paper coz i made a careless mistake.. i read the qn and i really noe how to do it but my hand wasnt working well wif my brain.. i didnt write wat i thought but i juz made the dummest mistake i ever made (excluding the economics paper, well tats another story..) i was suppose to times 2 to the equation but me,yes me, yes yes yes me, i squared it!! i FREAKING SQUARED IT!!!! AH!!!!!!! I WANNA FREAKING KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously, wat the hell was i thinking whn i squared it?!!!! ****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!****!!!!!! AH!!!!!! bcoz of tat... 10 marks gone!!!!! 10 MARKS!!!!!!! AH!!!!!! i thought i was goin to score for the paper but bcoz of MY MISTAKE, I FREAKING SCREW IT UP!!!!!! adding salt to the wound will be i cancel the page tat i did very neatly n i redo the qn in 4 mins ended up the qn tat i redo was much worser thn the first one.. my hands were shivering!!!! SHIVERING!!!! FELT LIKE TEARING THE PAPER!!!! AH!!!!!!!! it was only 1 qn tat i screw up, the rest was manageable for me... AH!!!! 10 marks.. hu wan to give me 10 marks???!!!! AH!!!!! let tiz be a learning lesson for me.... but i still couldnt take it tat i made a stupid mistake.. yup!! im STUPID for making a stupid mistake!!!! AH!!!!!! wanted to njoy my holiday but i cant bcoz of tiz!!!! hope i can get over it n thing positive.. i wish i can now but i cant.. i seriously cant!!!! DEPRESSED!!!!! aniwae, i wanna thank my galfren for listening to me coz i straight away called her after i finish my paper.. ya, heart pain rite!!!! try imagining urself in my shoes?? would u feel the pain im feeling rite now?? AH!!! tiz post is totally an opposite of me.. tiz is soo not me... wat shld i do guys???!!!
--Merci tout le monde--
7:16:00 PM